Sedrik’s Blog

Long time since my last entry but all you know that is not easy to write so I deserve forgiveness of yours and so thanking you in advance. So at last I found my first online business and made reasonable profit and I almost shackles grip of depression and anxiety. After sometime I married (by arrange marriage as good Indian youngster at age of 25). But my bad lucks not end here and after 1 year of marriage life I found that my marriage had no meaning because there had been no match between our understanding.

But may be you know that it is not easy to break marriage in India and lot of factors working behind marriages so divorce is not easily available option. Please note that I don’t want to tell you that I was holly cow and every mistakes was made by my spouse. It was other way around and we both are obstinate and rigid in our point of view and don’t want to understand other.

My depression came back and again I felt nervous breakdown. I don’t know what to do but these time I alert in advance and again open my old constitution I mad for myself and read clause one by one and make commitment to myself to follow it rigidly and this time I kick out depression at initial point and regain my confidence in my self but problem is there and marriage life was getting worst. Here is My personal constitution

One more sock I got that my schizophrenic bother commit suicide and that was biggest sock for me in my life and depression almost back but I was determined to follow my constitution in letter and spirit and regain confidence. I also make peace with my wife by surrendered to some of her demands…..

Now business is good and life is on road so I decide to make website which was dedicated to stress,  depression and self help and that’s why I am here to tell you my story Now its your turn…………